Cagey Beats His Chastity Record

The day has finally arrived, thank goodness.  Day 47 breaking the record of my all time best being in chastity, from 46 days.  So now that is it here?  Well who knows, that is up to Mistress Jenna, is it going to be tomorrow or day 50 or longer?  Maybe, She would like me to go to Christmas or even the New Year?  Ugh i am soo horny that i can’t even think straight at times, literally!  But one thing is for certain it is up to Mistress Jenna, oh how i love being out of control and She having all of it.  So i wait and find out my destiny from Her.  Wouldn’t want it any other way either.

Giving Control to Mistress

The thrill of giving up the control of your orgasms is hard to explain, but it is almost a relief to give up the power.  When i don’t have my chastity device on i feel kind of naked and venerable in some ways.  i don’t trust myself when not in chastity and it is relaxing to have Mistress Jenna control me in that way.  Being locked up is like being on viagra, horny all the time and the longer you go your senses go on high alert too.  Just the passing smell of a Women’s perfume or the clicking of Her heels on tile can give your penis a jolt!  Like a dog in a butcher’s shop, i work in retail and during Christmas it is full of beautiful Women shopping and bustling around the store.  My head is swimming and my cock is dripping almost all the time.  Thanks goodness i am in chastity because i would have a hard on all the time during work, which has to be a policy violation.  And yoga pants, thank God for yoga pants!  Love them and at the some time hate them because it is just not fair!  ha ha So i am going crazy at work and can’t get any relief but then i will either talk to Mistress Jenna or email Her and that is torment too.  She having me wear panties when i can and that sexy giggle that just tells me She is loving the power over me and the consist desire i have for Her.  At night i am like a school boy humping my pillows and i wake myself with my balls getting squeezed by my cage because my cock can’t grow, and i still go on humping  thinking i can cum this way.  Mistress Jenna will give me permission to use a butt plug once in a while and holy shit that feels good!  Being in chastity this long i have to watch myself and stop before i go over the edge, because i think i could cum just fucking myself!!   That is what i find myself desiring also besides an orgasm is the pleasure from anal stimulation.

Blue balls for the chastity slave

Like everything my senses are going a mile a minute.  Just wanting relief and then the want to give relief or pleasure goes up too.  In my emails i plead that i can service Mistress Jenna in anyway, i just want to taste Her in the worse way.  Even though i am getting no respite from my blue balls i want someone’s orgasmic juices to fill my mouth and fill the need.  i want to give pleasure to anyone now too!  Maybe it is like in back of my mind that if i can give Her an orgasm She will grant one to me, crazy shit for sure but so is putting you in chastity for 47 days!  My head is not filled with sugar plums but orgasms and having my face rode on like a wooden pony!  Will there be relief for me this Christmas Santa?  Only the good elf Mistress Jenna knows, and i will be a damn good boy for Her that is for certain.

Merry Christmas Stroker pets!