Day 16 is all but very horny and can’t stop thinking of the want to cum.  Fourteen days is not very long to be in chastity, just two weeks, cause Mistress wants to go till Thanksgiving and more likely beyond that, so that is the mind set of two weeks is not long!  It is 21 days till Thanksgiving.  My longest of going without an orgasm is 46 days and Mistress Jenna wants to break that in the worst way and totally own me in the process, which She already does anyhow.  The number She is throwing out there is a rounded out 50 days, however Mistress Jenna has the final word on the matter and i am so submissive that what She desires i will do!  So more than likely it will be more than 50 days.

Having your cock locked up is a strange and powerful thing.  The key holder, Mistress Jenna, wields all the power and usually from two days in chastity i am putty in Her hand.  You want nothing more to please and keep in good graces with your key holder, She holds all the cards.  Most men would hate that, but submissive males like myself, find it almost a relief to give that power to a Woman.  i know i prefer to be locked up in chastity, it is such a huge turn on for  me.  i love to please all women and really do think of myself as the weaker sex.  They have so much power over us it is nuts.  Most men think with what is between their legs, lets face it, and Women are the ones that can give them the relief they seek, so controlling that release they hold all the power. The will to please Mistress Jenna is undeniable, when She doesn’t respond to one of my emails for a certain length in time it’s like “oh no She is mad at me, i have not done something right and did i say something wrong?” that is the worst.  Not pleasing or upsetting Your Mistress is a big fear and more so just letting Her down.

With the fear of letting Your Mistress down, you the submissive will do things usually out of your comfort zone.  Mistress Jenna told me to go the Victoria Secrets and get measured for some panties, i will do this without a second thought.  i have not made it to V.S’s yet hopefully this weekend or for sure. It will be very scary for me but it is more frighting to let Mistress Jenna down.  She has already helped me with talking about my chastity with my massage therapist, i was so scared but she was very understanding and i think a bit amused by it.  Mistress Jenna pushes me in ways i thought i couldn’t go and that i am truly grateful for.

More to come. ( or in his case…. not to cum LOL)