Closet Cocksucker
I have a lovely sissy we’ll call “Jamie” ….she’s still in the cock sucking closet shall we say. When I spoke to her the other day she was digging through her wife’s clothes and wearing her red lipstick. In fact upon further investigation, she revealed to Me that she and her wife don’t have sex anymore AND all she ever thinks about is sucking a big fat cock and being dominated by a man. Sounds like someone needs to come out of the closet, don’t you think? Besides wifey is probably going out and getting dick elsewhere and poor sissy is at home fantasizing about having a boyfriend. It always amazes Me how many little closet cocksuckers there are out there that are in denial. Don’t sail down de nile river ladies, embrace your gay side, get a divorce and be who you really want to be instead of what everyone expects you to be!!
Ummmm, is this anyone i know?
No Padded Bra, but I’m sure there are some elements you find relative to you 😛
LMAO, now now, Padded Bra. We Mistresses know that you might fantasize about walking away from it all, but secretly you are hopelessly devoted to that wife of yours. You both loathe and love the power she has over you. Her ability to make you feel weak is exactly what feeds that drive to slip into that slutty sissy gear and call us with your own sissy confessions.
You are right Ms. Alexis I don’t think Padded Bra would know what to do without wifey’s pretty red toes to control and dominate her *giggle*.
I’ve confessed to my masseuse about my liking to dress up. She was so proud that I did and had me try on dresses/measured/fitted me in bra. I felt like a massive weight was lifted off of me. We are planning on going dress shopping in November with me getting makeover in which she’s looking forward to. The urge to quit dressing is to strong for me as I like to wear women’s clothes better then guy clothes. I’ve accepted this. I want women to do this to me.
Do you think you can help me come out of the closet Mistress – and teach me how to be a proper sissy?
Of course sweetie! Give Me a call, I’d be happy to guide you to be the best sissy you can be!
More like closet cuckold for me. I don’t think my Wife would want a divorce; She likes keeping me around, to run errands, etc. As for cock sucking, yes I would probably suck a cock for Her. But mostly I think she enjoys the power; denying me and knowing my only orgasms are through masturbation (or wet dreams). #mysexlife #LOL
I’m still in the closeted and slowly embracing who I am and that this wasn’t a stage. But with coming out there is a ton of fallout that is life altering. So it’s really hard to make that leap. It’s the difference between fantasy and reality. Though the reality is we aren’t what we appear to be to others.
Standing in the truth and vulnerability of who we are takes courage, and ultimately you’re the one who has to decide what you value and what kind of life you want to build for yourself. You only get one, so make it the one you want, not the life others expect you to live.
I want to admit who I am, how I feel and some of the experiences I have had. Somehow on more than one occasion female friends have “sissified” me. It has made me feel very weak and I think that is a sort of true state for me. Women just feel stronger. I want to admit this.
I’d love to hear from you jim, you can admit to Me all you want ;).
O.M.G.
I just realized I am the Jamie you refer to.
I can’t help myself, I have a psychological need to wear makeup. My wife has so much, so I figure she won’t miss it if I borrow her makeup to get ready to go out and meet someone. Her lipstick is the best.
Instead of divorce, perhaps if Jamie explained his feelings, wifey might take him on girls’ nights out? Maybe they could even share?!
I must say thank you by the way Mistress. I’m sure I’m not the only one to think they see a little of themselves in Jamie – but you reminded me to go get lipstick all the same!
This has been coming for some time
Just cut up and threw away all my nasty m underwear
I now have my own panty drawer filled with new adorable
Panties and panties I have stolen.
Not only that I have Camis instead of T-SHIRTs
And black thigh highs instead too
My hair is now a little longer and shaped
Next is growing my nails just a little longer and
doing my nails with clear NP
When it gets colder I want to Wear a new matching bra, women’s Slacks with a back zip covered by a big long sweater. Am looking for just the perfect color
I don’t know bout clear lip stick yet?
There must be a perfect fragrance too
Am scared
But what’s so wrong with letting women know you want to be more like them? And that shopping for just the right outfit and accessories is more fun than anything!!!!
Isnt that what women want?